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Category Archives: PANDAS

Two steps forward, one step back.

Like a pace car leading the pack out on the track, this is our pace. The speed is unpredictable and the curves areView full post »

The raw face of pain

I am tired and I am hurt. I have sacrificed everything and do everything for a child who curses me and hits me. MyView full post »

PANDAS treatment day two

Friday. Aka day two arrives of our treatment and at this point a lot of my anxieties had eased. We already had a fullView full post »

PANDAS treatment day one

There was so much anxiety leading up to our trip to DC for Ellie’s treatment. Will we have enough money to coverView full post »

remember her?

I remember the smile that shined so bright. Her nose would squish up and she would let out this laugh that would meltView full post »

i shouldn’t feel this way.

I shouldn’t feel like I want to run away and not come back.   See, moms are supposed to be nurturing andView full post »

just another day….

The past week has been such a whirlwind of emotions. We have never felt so loved and supported. But there is also theView full post »